Lately

I've read 1Q84 by Murakami. R. sent it to me. Watched Disconnect. Bought a painting just because it made me happy looking at it in a display window. Feared serious disease. Took some tests.Felt sad. Felt I needed to be hugged. Found it was ok. Downloaded Viber. Texted messages. Listened to Barry White. Cared less about feelings. Embraced distances. Rested.

“I should have reciprocated her feelings and held her tight. That was the one thing she was hoping for — to be accepted and embraced unconditionally, to be comforted by someone, if only for a moment.”
—Haruki Murakami, 1Q84